Offically Tied

Mikey and I tied the knot last month.
A quaint lovely emotion filled ceremony with our closest friends and family. 25 people tops were there.

I'm due in October

and I'm huge.

I havent been on here posting because I've been so hectic. Buying and moving into a condo, getting married, and now having a baby in just a few more months while still trying to persue all my career goals.

We have hardly any money right now. I'm so huge (did i mention that already?), I'm freaking out about being a mom, i'm adjusting to having a husband, but...I'm happy. :)

If I can offer one piece of advice...it's this...marry your best friend.

I'll pop back in soon if I can reach the keyboard.

Hope all is well with whatever readers I have left! :)

Update

jeez I am getting so fat.
my pants are officially not buttoning. i was hoping to delay the buying of maternity clothes.

my boobs are filling out though, lol...so that's a plus. sore as hell, but beauty hurts! =)

I'm tired all the time...but I'm so happy and feel at peace.

The sonogram was amazing. I heard the little heartbeat and saw the little growth inside of me. Mikey and I cried and cried.

I cannot wait to be a mother to this little miracle!

Joy

So...I am completely overjoyed right now. Maybe it's because my hormones are all whacky. But whatever the case, I am thrilled that I am going to be a mom.
This is my chance to be completely self-less, and shower someone with every ounce of unconditional love that I have.
Mikey is thrilled as well. We are still dating...but not rushing into anything just because I got pregnant. We are proceeding as any newly dating couple would...but we have 2 things going for us that most couples don't have the luxury of having so early on...1 is the fact that we've been friends for years, 2- we have created a life together. If you stop and think about it, that's something so powerful and overwhelming.

I got pretty sick every morning. But...it's worth it. One pat of my tummy, and my nasausness is replaced with joy.

I'm craving pickles. Super sour big deli pickles. hehe

I go for a sonogram Friday. I'll be sure to post all the details!

OH. MY. God.

It's been forever and a day since I've posted.
But that is because my life has taken a turn down a path that I was NOT expecting.

Are you ready for this?

I'm pregnant.

I'm still freaking out about it. I'm definitely happy. but I'm scared. Scared shitless.

How did this happen?
Well...there was one night that Mikey and I had a romp and the condom broke. I was naive in thinking nothing could happen from it.

And now here I am.

Happiness

Happiness is when you can get through an entire day with the smile never leaving from your face, and negative thoughts don't pass through your head.

Friday was that day for me.

Mikey and I have really been enjoying eachother. And it's nice because the comfort level is there....has been there between us for awhile now since we started off as friends.
And....the passion is building...slowly but surely.

I received a text from HIM the other day asking if I'd like to meet up for coffee or a drink one day, just to catch up, etc etc.
Part of me wants to do this. Although everyone around me is telling me it's an awful idea and I'd be stupid to do it.

I'm off to Chi-town in a few weeks for business! My co-worker that was supposed to come with me got reassigned to another trip, so I'll be flying solo. A warm thanks to Jax for recommendations on where to go!

Tech Help Please

How in the heck do I blog from my phone? I have a SmartPhone.
But I cannot click on any of the buttons on the blogger page to post, add comments, etc.

Please Help

Passion

It's been a hectic week. Work has me going crazy and my spare moments have been spent getting to know Mikey in a more "romantical" way.
He's great. Very loving, very attentive, affectionate, kind, sweet, etc etc. BUT I am still feeling that missing passion. I am waiting for it to just slap me in the face. which I guess is utterly unrealistic. I'm wondering why I have so many relationship issues. It's as if I want the fairy tale. I love to love, and be loved. Love that crazy butterflies in your stomach feeling. Want to be swept off my feet, be desired, and craved but I also want the passsion. Want a dirty text message during the day telling me he can't wait to have his lips on my ......(fill in the blank). Want to walk through the door, and be taken right there in the kitchen. Want an arguement where we yell and build up so much and release it in crazy make-up sex.
Is this too much to ask? Are there really relationships such as that out there?
maybe that's the way Mikey is. Maybe it's the initial shyness you have when you begin a more intimate relationship with someone. Maybe the barrier will be broken when he gets more comfortable and the passion will come flooding in.
When I was with HIM, we had passion from the beginning. It was crazy, it was so good, I felt like I was in a whirlwind. But HE was a very secure and confident man...wasn't shy from the get-go, so maybe that's why he was able to allow the passion to soar.
I'm passionate by nature. But i feel like I am holding some of that back with Mikey as to not scare him away. Am i doing us a big dis-service by refraining?
Thoughts much appreciated.