Update

jeez I am getting so fat.
my pants are officially not buttoning. i was hoping to delay the buying of maternity clothes.

my boobs are filling out though, lol...so that's a plus. sore as hell, but beauty hurts! =)

I'm tired all the time...but I'm so happy and feel at peace.

The sonogram was amazing. I heard the little heartbeat and saw the little growth inside of me. Mikey and I cried and cried.

I cannot wait to be a mother to this little miracle!

Joy

So...I am completely overjoyed right now. Maybe it's because my hormones are all whacky. But whatever the case, I am thrilled that I am going to be a mom.
This is my chance to be completely self-less, and shower someone with every ounce of unconditional love that I have.
Mikey is thrilled as well. We are still dating...but not rushing into anything just because I got pregnant. We are proceeding as any newly dating couple would...but we have 2 things going for us that most couples don't have the luxury of having so early on...1 is the fact that we've been friends for years, 2- we have created a life together. If you stop and think about it, that's something so powerful and overwhelming.

I got pretty sick every morning. But...it's worth it. One pat of my tummy, and my nasausness is replaced with joy.

I'm craving pickles. Super sour big deli pickles. hehe

I go for a sonogram Friday. I'll be sure to post all the details!

OH. MY. God.

It's been forever and a day since I've posted.
But that is because my life has taken a turn down a path that I was NOT expecting.

Are you ready for this?

I'm pregnant.

I'm still freaking out about it. I'm definitely happy. but I'm scared. Scared shitless.

How did this happen?
Well...there was one night that Mikey and I had a romp and the condom broke. I was naive in thinking nothing could happen from it.

And now here I am.