This is the first New Years Eve in a while that I have no interest in participating in.
And why?
Because I do not have a special someone to share it with.
The thought of the ball dropping at midnight, and me standing there alone with no one to kiss scares me. It signifies another year of getting older, and no family of my own in sight.
I plan on spending the night alone, and going to sleep early. I do not wish to be around happy people buzzing off champagne with the hope of the new year to come in their glazed over eyes. I don't want the left over smooches and hugs. I want my own.
I should have went away. Someplace tropical. someplace to ring in 2008 around people who do not know me, who wouldn't ask questions, who would just have a good time.
I wish you all a happy and safe night though.
Cheers!
2 comments:
Hi Alex!! Happy to read from you again :-) and wishing you a beautiful New Year! Although now it feels a bit disheartening, just let it flow... it will bring many beautiful things to you :-)
xx
2008 is gonna be your year sis'!You'll see. Sounds like you and your "friend" may have found something that's been there all along. Have a good time with it and see what happens. I see smiles all over your posts which says that 2008 just may have already started for you. Happy New Year!
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