65%

My man finally called late yesterday afternoon to ask if I wanted to meet up for dinner and talk some more. I agreed.

He said that he understood where I was coming from, but the texts he receives are just innocent harmless messages from old friends.
I told him they weren't completely harmless if they left me feeling like shit.
I aked him to reverse the situation. asked him how he would feel if I was constantly receiving "innocent harmless messages from old guys friends". He didn;t need to respond, I could tell by his face that it would bother him to no extent. So hopefully that shed some light on the situation and it stops.

I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt for now. But if he is glued more to that phone then to me this weekend, there will be problems.

I also told him I would be changing all my passwords, unless he wanted to reciprocate and give me his. I made a stupid stupid move early on...I was waiting for a very important email, and was not able to check it from where I was, so I gave him my password and asked him to. I know that since then, he's been snooping around in there. I don't have anything to hide, but we are definitely not operating on equal grounds. He said he was definitely ok with me changing them as I am entitled to my privacy. I guess that's a nice way of saying, he wants to maintain his own.

Question: what do you think about couples knowing eachother's passwords??

In other news.... after dodging newly engaged way too happy coworker all week, she finally cornered me and asked if I had given any thought to being her bridesmaid. I told her that I am quite flattered for her offer, but I just have too much going on in my drama filled life right now, and it wouldn't be fair to her if I couldn't fulfill my bridemaids obligations. I told her I would help in any way I could on the outside. she was totally fine and perky with that and thanked me. so that's out of the way.

I still feel off. I feel like I am at about 65%. I can't shake whatever this dismal feeling is. Maybe the weekend will help with that....I hope.