Before I pay some guy in a tweed jacket to lay on his couch and talk about my "feelings", I've decided to try blogging first. If this doesn't work, the couch it is.
I've been an avid blog reader for awhile. Never dipped into it, until now...wish me luck.
Why am I needing a therapuetic outlet? Because after moving around, and a failed long relationship, I'm left with all sorts of feelings, and issues. Things that i've tried numerous times to talk about with friends and loved ones, but it never comes out right. I sound stupid or silly in my mind. So...I figured airing it all out here on a blog, where no one will judge, and I can be completely honest with myself, could prove to be beneficial to me....and cheaper.
I'm 29, but carry on like I'm a teenager. Not all the time, but most of it. I attribute that to being in a relationship for most of my life. Sort of like losing those years, and trying to get them back. I have a decent job in the corporate world. A cute apartment in the heart of NYC. Granted, it's the size of a closet, but it's perfect for now. Fun friends. And even a new relationship. But there is still a clutch on me...holding me back.
I guess that's why I am here. I pretend to know it all to those that surround me. But truth is my fellow bloggers...I'm clueless.
As I get into more of why I'm here, any and all advice would be greatly appreciated.
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